I didn’t do well with food today. I decided early in the day that I wasn’t going to do well, and sure enough… I didn’t.
It was Teacup’s first birthday party. I was cooking and decorating from the moment I got up, so I didn’t do a shake or a healthy lunch. I did, however, eat little bits of cake and icing, pirouette cookies, crackers, meatballs, cheese, tortilla chips, an m&m or two, veggies and hummus… Some things that were okay and some that should really have been left alone.
I actually don’t feel too bad about it. I know I’ll do better this week. I know it was just one day. I know I didn’t do anything that isn’t fixable. I know I won’t do it again anytime soon.
I also know that once I have one tiny bite of something carby, I cannot control myself. And I know that I may very well pay for this in the morning.
I really, really hope I don’t.
avabyrd has gastric bypass 